i am. fickle
and its something that doesn’t only hurt me, but others as well. i swear to god, one second i can be head over heels for someone and the next second i dont care if i ever see them again. my emotions change faster than the weather in Michigan. i seem to always hurt people i care about because i am always transparent about my feelings. if i like you, i tell you. if i lose interest, i tell you. not only can i flip my feelings like a light switch, i feel like i am the only person that has this issue. why do i do this? no one ever understands how it happens. not even i understand. & the cherry on top of it all is that it sucks because i always end up in short term relationships & that leads to a bad reputation.
i wish i could change the way i am. i wish i didn’t have to hurt others along the way. i do not have bad intentions. if i have ever left you in the lurch asking yourself ‘what happened?’ just know that it had nothing to do with you. this appropriately fits the cliche ‘its not you, its me.’
