& as much as i hate that term, i do think that my persona lately has been trying to come off as one.
like, i am still posting pictures from europe as if i’m still traveling all of the time. i gram my food as if i eat smoothie bowls and extensive salads every day. i am trying my hardest to make all of you think that my life is as glam as my highlights reel. as if having a blog is all perks without the mundane activities.
but that’s not it. its answering emails. its commenting on others photos. its taking hundreds of pictures that i hate, just to get one thats good enough. its writing blogs when i’m dead tired. its play, but there is still work, too.
& dont get me wrong, i hate that i’ve been putting on this facade for so long. i intended for this page to go against that image. i wanted people to know that nothing is ever as good as it seems. that the life that we put on social media is hardly ever realistic. that there are still highs and lows. that follower count doesn’t equate to glamorous parties every night and meeting gorgeous people (although there may still be a little of that involved).
so here i am. being a college student. eating cereal for dinner. going to class, and work then home. all while trying to display the life of an “influencer” that i cant keep up with. so enough of that bs! time to get back to writing some posts that are real.
