why is it a-okay to assume that we have the rest of our lives preplanned?! like, when i was a junior in high school, i felt like i had to know where i wanted to go to college. and now i feel pressure to know exactly what i want to study. & what i choose will be with me for the rest of my life! (okay, not actually, but like… college is expensive and im not trying to take 15 years to graduate).
since coming to college, i think i have taken a class in every subject area possible. i’m talking from women’s studies in israel to how social media is ruining our lives. the problem here, is that i have only liked two of my classes since coming to college. i feel like i’m all over the place and still have so many classes i want to take and so little direction.
so ya. i’m clearly struggling. but then i sit back & realize that in the scheme of things, is it really that big of a deal? is deciding my major going to make or break the rest of my life? no. i can always go back to school. so why waste my life stressing about something that i will figure out in time?
sorry for the rant!
